melreads: text: "I think the sub-text here is rapidly becoming text." (subtext)
(Saturday, August 15th)
Now I guess I have to go back to Babylon's Ashes, although I'm not feeling it, either. Maybe I should just give it up and finish the re-read later, and go on to something new right now. It's not like anybody is forcing me to do it!

(Sunday) I'm trying to read Crazy Rich Asians - I bought a paperback copy a while back and only got a couple of chapters in. I'm hoping it picks up. It's way too heavy on character details about way more characters than you can keep up with (or than I can keep up with, anyway).

(Later) I got more into it when it got to the Astrid part - where she figures out that her husband is cheating, that is - but overall I'm finding this kind of annoying. I'm not giving up yet but I may have to keep going one chapter at a time until I get more interested. (Note from the "future": pretty sure I never got much further than this & it's on my DNF list.)

Meanwhile, I'm re-reading Howl's Moving Castle (which is a fast read anyway).

(Monday) I forget between times how much I love Howl and Calcifer and Sophie and the dang castle. And I adore Miyazaki, but this is the one time I really disliked one of his movies because it took off and grafted his own obsessions (flying!!) onto the book, where it didn't fit at all. (I did think Miyazaki's version of Howl was terrifically hot, in a very anime kind of a way, but that wasn't enough to save the movie for me!) I did like the parts of the movie that stuck closer to Wynne Jones' original story.

(Later - back to the book rather than the movie) I forget all the ins & outs of the HMC book, too. I don't know, do other people have every bit of their favorite books memorized? Probably not - maybe a few people with exceptionally fine memories - or with fewer favorites! I don't know why I seem to feel I should. I guess I wouldn't re-read so much if I had a photographic memory and could just conjure everything up, so maybe it's a good thing. Re-reading is a pleasure I wouldn't want to forego.

(Wed.) I finished one read-through and now I'm re-reading bits of it again, with two questions: does Sophie curse herself? Or at least, does this version of herself that she's constructed influence what the Witch of the Waste does? (and also possibly how long the curse lasts?) And at what point does Howl realize what's actually going on?

I really can't see - having now read the early chapters again - how the WotW can have known what was in Sophie's head. I mean, there's no indication elsewhere that WotW is a mind-reader, right? But it does dovetail very neatly with Sophie's mindset coming into it. Maybe she was so into the concept of herself as "eldest" that that got turned into "elderly" somewhere along the way!

(Later again) Still re-reading Howl, and trying to pay attention to details - does Howl suspect Miss Angorian from the start? Sophie doesn't think so, but I'm beginning to. Howl has spent time around the Witch of the Waste - Miss Angorian's boss, after all. Apparently he's never seen her in this form, at least, but I still think he smells something fishy, here.

(Can Calcifer change shape like this? "Miss Angorian" is a much older fire demon, though.)

Also, I can't say I understand the thing about falling stars being fire demons. Is there a fire demon at the heart of every sun? (That makes a certain amount of sense, I guess.) I'm probably picking around at the details too much but I'm enjoying it, so whatever.

melreads: Snape saying "sit down and shut up" or words to that effect (harry potter)
Harry wakes up thinking all this must've been a dream, but no - an owl is now tapping on the window, trying to deliver the paper (which of course is the Daily Prophet). We get an explanation of wizard money - which is comically over-complicated, of course. Harry and Hagrid go to London to get Harry's school things. Hagrid explains that Harry does have money, at Gringott's, which is a bank run by goblins. (Hagrid also does unauthorized magic to make the boat go faster. He seems to have his wand remnants hidden in his umbrella.)

A couple of questions:
1. I suppose whoever took them out to the island in the first place shows up eventually to pick the Dursleys back up! (Rowling doesn't ever bother to mention that piece, but I always wondered.)
2. Hagrid may love dragons and everybody else may fear them, but wizards also use their skins to make things. I've always rationalized this in my head by saying that dragons are really hard to kill, so maybe we can assume that dragon skins are so expensive because they only come from dragons who die natural deaths?

Things Harry needs for school:
  • 3 sets of plain work robes
  • 1 pointed hat for day wear
  • 1 winter cloak
  • (all of the above in black, with name tags)
  • protective gloves, "dragon hide or similar"
  • Books: The Standard Book of Spells, A Beginner's Guide to Transformation, A History of Magic (by B.Bagshot), One Thousand Magical Spores and Fungi, Magical Drafts and Potions, Fantastic Beasts and Where To Find Them (by Newt Scamander), The Dark Forces: a guide to self-protection
  • also a wand, cauldron (pewter), glass or crystal phials, telescope, brass scales
The books don't actually seem to match up with the classes we hear about. Is there a Spellcraft class? Magical Theory? Wouldn't Astronomy need a textbook? (But then Astronomy mostly barely gets mentioned, later.)

"Can you buy all this in London?" Harry asks. Hagrid: "If yeh know where to go." (Rowling always makes sure you know Hagrid is low on the social scale.)

NO BROOMSTICKS FOR FIRST-YEARS (must be an ongoing issue) but they may have an owl, a cat, or a toad. (Or apparently, a rat, because nobody ever tries to tell Ron he can't have Scabbers.)

Harry isn't quite sure he believes all this, but on the other hand the Dursleys definitely aren't the kind of people who'd stage practical jokes this elaborate, and who else would bother over poor downtrodden Harry? (Note that Harry being downtrodden is essential to the set-up of these books, because he has to be a likeable character - otherwise the fact that he's practically a rock-star once he gets to the wizarding world would make him totally intolerable!)
melreads: text: "I think the sub-text here is rapidly becoming text." (subtext)
(possible spoilers!)

Sunday, August 9, 2020
I feel like I ought to read something new instead of re-reading all the time. I like to re-read, but if you never read anything new then re-reading eventually gets very repetitive. I need to pull something out of my unread books list on the Kindle and just read something completely new. (But not until after I finish the Survivor's Club re-read. That won't take that long.) The Expanse books can wait.

I was talking about Flavian and Agnes before, but now I am on to the next one, which is Ralph and Chloe. Ralph is an earl but his grandfather is a duke, and the grandfather dies about, I don't know, a third of the way in. The day after the wedding, in fact - Chloe is nobody one day, a countess the next, and a duchess the one after that.

Monday
"Dulce et decorum est pro patria mori." Apparently that means "it is sweet and right to die for one's country." What hogwash. (That's what the guy in the book - the aforementioned Ralph - is saying too. "There is nothing sweet or right about war," he goes on to say.) This is the Survivor's Club books again, I should say. They're basically a long meditation on the aftereffects of trauma, disguised as romance novels. (The romances are sort of a coping mechanism, I guess you'd say. Most of the woman are traumatized in one way or another as well.)

Tuesday
I just finished that book, at 3 in the morning. It's good but not as good as the one before it. Next is Only a Kiss, a title which always makes a "Mr Brightside" earworm start up in my head for the duration - but this is a really good book, and a funny one, when it's not all about trauma. (The hero, Percy, is the comic relief. The heroine is the Survivor here, so you know she is PTSD personified almost to the very end.)

(written on a separate sheet - front and back)
I forget between times the source of comedy that is Only a Kiss. In fact, I forget the name of the book and the name of the hero and much of the plot. (This is why I reread a lot - because my mind is a sieve - am I spelling that right? I tend to have trouble with ei vs ie - and I re-read to remind myself of the large parts of these books that I've forgotten.) Anyway, parts of this book are quite serious - Imogen's PTSD-inducing experiences in Spain, vicious smugglers lurking around the estate - but it's also quite funny.

A new(-ish) earl decides to visit the "seat" of his earldom, which is in Cornwall and he's never been there before. The book starts during his 30th birthday party in London, with a very drunk Lord Percival meditating on all his blessings. He grew up with adoring, rich parents, an only child. He is good looking and intelligent - "firsts" at Oxford is how historical romance novels tend to indicate intelligence for men - and then he unexpectedly becomes an earl when the older, more stuffy branch of his family fails to produce heirs (or they all get killed in the war, I suppose).

The heroine is the traumatized Imogen, who is the widowed daughter-in-law of the previous earl. The two of them do not initially get along, not surprisingly. Imogen is blond and has been described repeatedly in the (five) previous books as resembling a marble statue - I guess that means she has what the psychiatrists call a "flat affect"?

The late earl's sister lives in the big house with a companion, while Imogen lives in the dower house - only the roof of that house is always under repair so I. is temporarily living in the big house. Percy knows none of this, he just sends a letter (written drunkenly during that first chapter) saying he's coming, and then shows up not far behind the letter. - I haven't even gotten to the part about all the stray dogs and cats. It almost sounds like some kind of 90s Disney comedy, really. One particularly funny thing is that the ugliest of the stray dogs immediately attaches himself to the earl and follows him everywhere. Percy grumbles, of course, but he also has a sense of humor - without it, he would be intolerable in his perfection - and is actually kind, and before long is surreptitiously helping Hector (the dog) over gorse hedges and such.

Both Percy and Imogen have a Lizzie-Bennet type of sardonic humor where they sit back and observe the neighbors, as well. (Before this book, it's been obvious that Imogen is kind but not so much that she has a sense of humor, too.) I guess that's why it's eventually very clear that these two suit.

Wednesday
Have now finished that book and am onto the next - which is the last - it's George the duke (who has always been a duke - for many years, anyway - as opposed to the one a couple of books back who became a duke mid-story). Anyway, George goes and asks Agnes' spinster sister Dora - who he had only met fairly briefly, a couple of books back - to marry him. I don't remember much else about it except that much family drama is involved.

Friday
I don't really think this is the best of Ms Balogh's books, unless there's something I've forgotten that redeems it. Not that it's bad, I'm just not completely enthralled.

early Sunday morning
I've just finished that book, and I haven't especially changed my mind. It does get much more interesting toward the end, but the first half - well, the middle third, especially - is very slow-moving. It may even have been deliberate! I actually had forgotten the whole big drama at the cliff-top but I did remember what the big dark secret was the George had been guarding. It's funny what you remember and what you forget.

melreads: Text: "The earth is doomed" (it's a Buffy quote) (Buffy: earth is doomed)
possibly spoilers!!

Monday, August 3, 2020
So I'm still reading Nemesis Games, and also The Arrangement, which is another romance novel that goes with the last one I read. I'm at about the 80% mark on both, but of course the romance is much shorter. (In novels, anyway!) Nemesis is probably one of my favorite Expanse books, on a par with the first one. The way the puzzle-pieces of the plot fit together is just so awesome. And also I like that the female characters start to drive a lot of plot.
 
Tuesday
Finished Nemesis. Also finished The Escape, another romance. I really do like this particular series, although I like everything of Mary Balogh's written after 2000 or so, and a lot of what she wrote before that. Earlier on her writing style was spotty, and even after she got over that she had a thing for alpha-males (which I don't) - or maybe that was just what was in at the time - I suspect it was. (In fact it was never all her heroes, only some of them, even in that period.) "Survivor's Club," this series, is possibly an attempt to have it both ways, in a sense, because the heroes are all military men, but they are all PTSD victims in one sense or another - I suppose nearly all soldiers are! - so they are vulnerable. (Very much so.) It's mostly the women who do the rescuing in these books.

Thursday
Now I've moved on to Only Enchanting, another romance in the same series. The last several titles in the series have "Only ___" as a title, and what happens is that I can't remember which is which. I know "The ____" is not a title that works for everything, either (that's what the first part of the series uses). You kind of have to have something dramatic to justify it. ("The Proposal" is only interesting as a title because the guy bungles it!)

Anyway, this one is about a woman (Agnes) who's the friend of one of the previous heroines,and a viscount who had a head injury and now stutters. I have trouble with all these noblemen - in this series I get the viscount (Flavian) mixed up with the one who is an earl (Ralph) - they were the two out of the group at the beginning who didn't stand out. Agnes is a widow, and a nobody next to a viscount (not that most American readers know wtf a viscount is, anyway), but she's a very likeable character. Flavian is too, once you get past the "blond god" aspect of him. Actually this is one of my favorites of this series.

melreads: text: "I think the sub-text here is rapidly becoming text." (subtext)
spoilers!

July 31, 2020
I was talking about not having a book in the last entry - I wonder if the local library might have it. The library here is about two blocks away and I'm ashamed to say I've never set foot in it. I did poke around on the website a while back, though. But I think they're closed right now anyway.

I have a new Expanse theory, or, well, I have a couple of things that my brain is wanting to string together, anyway. I noticed that at some point Avasarala says that Alex has a kid on Mars he doesn't know about. Then I don't think it's ever referred to directly again. It could have been an affair or something from when he was younger - but what if it was his wife? He left suddenly to go fly for PurNKleen (however they spell it!) - if she found out later that she was pregnant, it sort of makes sense that she might not tell him. It would explain why she's so hostile when he turns up much later (or it could just be because he dumped her in the first place!). But if there's a kid, maybe she's afraid they might want to go flying off with dad.

I also keep thinking Naomi's not-dead son might pop up at some point.

The whole thing about dropping big rocks on Earth just breaks my brain. I've read this book half-a-dozen times, probably, but it still blows my mind.




melreads: text: "I think the sub-text here is rapidly becoming text." (buffy)
(always possibility of spoilers here!! - especially for later Expanse books, in this case)

Monday, July 24
I was thinking about two-author books. The only thing I know about how "Corey" works is that they started out with one of them writing Holden and the other writing Miller. That reminded me of the books that Patricia Wrede wrote with Caroline Stevener (which were literally an exchange of letters, in real life, as I understand it) - starting with Sorcery and Cecilia. Those are basically Regency with magic - the first one is an out-and-out romance, too (only with magic). I think I may need to re-read that.

(It occurs to me to wonder if the idea for Jonathan Strange and Mr Norrell came from that. Same combination of Regency and magic.)

Tuesday
I'm finishing up Cibola Burn, and the last time I read the epilogue I must've been totally skimming, because it lays down a foundation for the rest of the books in a way I didn't really take in before. (I can see missing it before I read the others, but that was a while ago now.) The gist: once Mars' population starts leaving for the gates in significant numbers, the Martian terraforming project will fail, so Mars as a civilization fails too. Nobody needs their natural resources when they can get them beyond the gates - and that means the immediately valuable thing left is their military might - leading to Marco and Laconia and all that.)

Friday
It's early and I can't sleep so I thought maybe writing would clear my brain a bit and help me sleep. I can't say I really have anything brilliant to say about books at the moment, though. I did read straight through Sorcery and Cecilia the other night. There are two more books in that series, but I don't think I have the second one any more, only the third. Which is a shame, because even if the third one is better than the second (which it is), I'd still like to re-read the whole series, not just 2/3 of it.

melreads: Text: "The earth is doomed" (it's a Buffy quote) (Buffy: earth is doomed)
(discussion of fictional violence, & spoilers)

Friday, July 24, 2020
Hmm, I haven't actually read much in the last day or two. I was kind of looking at some things I might want to read in the future, some recommendations and such... For one thing, I have one of the Murderbot books, I think, and that seems like something I'd like. (I say "book" but I think maybe they're novellas?) I also saw some recommendations from the Expanse guys about "spaceship" SF, which might be interesting!

Sunday
I don't know that I have much to say. I finished the romance novel. (The one guy did commit suicide, the other guy did egg him on, but this is something that happened several years in the past, in the book, and the protagonists agree that there's not going to be a way to punish the egger-on, and they move on. A lot of Mary Balogh books seem to be about getting past the traumas that happened in your past.)

Meanwhile, I'm back to slogging through Cibola Burn. I'm to the part where there's a huge apocalyptic event on the other side of the planet Holden and Amos are on, and it seems for a while like everybody's absolutely going to die, but actually most of them don't, in the end. This book has now been done by the TV series, too. We watched one episode (of the 4th season, that is) and Rob seemed interested but we haven't come back to it. I guess I'll go finish it on my own, at some point. Rob and I tend to have difficulty coordinating on TV shows sometimes. Anyway, I will get through this book eventually. Possibly with another romance novel going in parallel!

melreads: text: "I think the sub-text here is rapidly becoming text." (subtext)
Spoilers always possible here!

Tuesday, July 21, 2020
These books (meaning the Expanse series) are really "boy" books, in a way. Lots of violence, I prefer my action without a whole lot of actual killing, but I'm not likely to get that wish unless I go back to reading romance novels. Even "girl" books usually have some violence. Heck, even romance novels often have some level of violence. Often there's a little murder mystery, or a violent suitor or something like that.

(Later) I was trying to remember one romance where an evil guy deliberately eggs somebody on to kill themself. - It took me a while to figure it out, but i think it's The Proposal - or at least one of the books in that series, a Mary Balogh series where all the protagonists were in the Napoleonic wars and all of them are traumatized. The maybe-suicide that I was thinking about was the heroine's late husband.

(Even later, continuing the thought) To say "maybe-suicide" is not fair to the evil guy. It was a suicide - the guy jumped off a balcony. It's just that the guy who could have been trying to dissuade him, didn't. (And he stood to inherit, so there's definitely motive there.) I've actually started re-reading this now, did I say that? I need an antidote between doses of Expanse, anyway.

melreads: Text: "The earth is doomed" (it's a Buffy quote) (Buffy: earth is doomed)
Beware -  definite spoilers here!

Saturday, July 18, 2020
Finished Abaddon's Gate. I guess moving on to... what's the name of the next one, I can't think. The one on the planet beyond the gate, anyway. (Cibola Burn, I just looked.) I need to look up Cibola, I don't what it means beyond what Trashcan Man says in The Stand. A mythical city? My grasp of mythology beyond the very basics of Greek and Roman gods is tenuous.

Let's see, before we move on, do I have more thoughts about Abaddon? Don't really understand that reference either, beyond Abaddon being a Big Bad. These guys, meaning the authors (I can't think of them as one person) write such good characters. Sam dying feels like a punch in the gut. (I also think of the revelation way later that she and Pa were lovers. Doesn't surprise me that Sam would like girls, but there's hardly even any inference that she knows Pa to speak of. Sam's been on Tycho and I mostly never got the impression that Pa was, although maybe I'm wrong. Anyway, never occurred to me at all.)

Sunday a.m.
I forget every time how depressing Cibola Burn is - actually all these books are pretty depressing, come to that. Dropping rocks on Earth, for god's sake - and we haven't even gotten to that part yet! By that standard, Cibola Burn's terrorists and alien robots and killer snails are minor-league.

Monday
Well into Cibola Burn now - well 10%, according to Kindle. (Still getting rolling, but not the very beginning.) I was thinking that nowadays my brain registers this duality: I think of the characters and I also think of the way the authors are setting things up, to play out later in the book. I think as time goes on I see it from the authors' POV more and more. Maybe that's why I have trouble getting quite as immersed in books in general the way I used to. Or, I don't know, maybe I've been that way for years and I'm just now noticing. (Some of that definitely came from being an English major, though. I think before that, I was oblivious.)

melreads: An orange Longhorn silhouette (longhorns)
Always a definite possibility of spoilers!

Monday, July 13 (still on Expanse #3)
It occurs to me that I really like the character of Anna, even though she's a preacher and I'm an agnostic. I never have any problem with people from middle-of-the-road religions. It's the zealots I have a problem with. (I was thinking of this more generally but it's also why I hate Ashford so much. Zealotry doesn't have to be about religion.)

Tuesday
I wrote down the quote from Melba about how everybody's bags of meat, there's no souls, and all that matters is your story and your name. (The authors have versions of the "bags of meat" bit scattered around the books - that one and that we're monkeys playing with microwaves. I wonder which story and which name Ms Koh/Mao means, since she has multiples. Or maybe she means Holden.)

Wednesday
I like a lot of what this book says about how people react to tragedy. I think they must have talked to psychologists or something. I think that's why these books work so well - these people are in (almost) unimaginable circumstances but they're just people, & they act the way normal people react. It's very grounded.

Thursday
It's funny how some violent things don't upset me at all, but others really do. I hate the counter-coup bit where they're going around shooting people execution-style. Somehow I find that particularly upsetting. I really, really hate book Ashford. (TV-Ashford is David Strathairn in particularly insane mode, yes, but still, he's somebody that I have difficulty hating.) (Casting is everything.)

melreads: text: "I think the sub-text here is rapidly becoming text." (buffy)
Always a definite possibility of spoilers!

Wednesday, July 8
I'm not sure I'm enjoying The Expanse books as much as I did before. We'll see if that holds as we go along. It might just be that I'm really still in the early setup phase of this book, and once it really starts rolling I'll feel less jumpy. In the first book the setup stage was like one chapter. This one takes quite a bit longer.

Thursday
I'm now to the part of the book where they're traipsing around Ganymede and people keep getting shot (or presumably attacked by the protomolecule monster, but they don't know about that yet) and it's all pretty unpleasant. I'm looking forward to the part where they're back on the ship and at least shooting people from a distance.

Friday
OK, a day later, everybody - or well, Holden and Prax and the whole gang other than Alex - is still on Ganymede, but they're about to get off as soon as Alex gets there with the ship. And Bobbie and Avasarala have now hooked up (metaphorically speaking). So the pace is picking up, which is what I wanted. I don't know how much more reading I'll work in tonight, though. It's early-ish by my standards and I'm already sleepy.


Saturday
I was talking before about how I visualize characters. I just realized that I now hear what Bobbie says with TV-Bobbie's accent. And her hair, mostly! Before I saw TV-Bobbie, I was visualizing her wrong and I knew it - which is to say I was visualizing her as white, even though I knew intellectually she wasn't. It's still hard to tell the back of your brain that it's wrong. So thank goodness for TV-Bobbie, I guess.

Sunday
I finished Caliban's War just now and am starting Abaddon's Gate. All of these books are so good - there's not a dud among them - as I predicted, I whizzed through the second half of Caliban. That's pretty much the only criticism I can come up with for these books, is that there are a few sections like the beginning of Caliban that are slow to get going. (Well, ok, the very beginning is Bobbie's platoon getting killed, that isn't slow. It's after that that it lags.) But also they keep throwing all these new characters in and it takes you a while to get used to them - Bobbie & Prax & Avasarala in the last book, Bull and Clarissa in this one.
melreads: text: "I think the sub-text here is rapidly becoming text." (subtext)
I think I should just make this line standard in every entry:
Note: definite possibility of spoilers!
(and then if I get way spoilery like I did way down below with The Expanse, I'll put it in the title, too!)

Monday, June 29
(Writing in my brand-new journal, a Happy Planner Classic Horizontal)
Currently reading: Leviathan Wakes

I can't resist writing here even though it's early. (NOTE that this refers to the paper journal - I was writing in the July start journal even though it was still June.) The plan is that this will be my book journal - we'll see how I stick with that. There's not a lot of room here so I'll have to write short bits here - unless I get behind, which I often do in my regular journal. And if I have anything lengthy to say it'll just have to go elsewhere! So I'm reading Expanse #1 (the one above), but I've stopped for the moment and I'm reading romance novels instead. My favorite romance novelist is Mary Balogh, who writes characters much more realistic than most, it seems to me. (No matter that her sex scenes are in fact mostly the same one over and over, with some variations. Sex scenes don't interest me as much as they used to, anyway.)

Wed., July 1 - I wanted to read "Someone to Remember" which is a novella so it will go fast, but first I re-read Someone to Honour, which is the book before it chronologically, and which has a plot that intertwines with the novella. (All the books in this series are "Someone to _____" which makes it hard to remember which is which.) I just finished the first one so I can read the novella tomorrow.


Thurs. - So, Someone To Remember is the very unusual romance with a middle-aged heroine. The funny thing is that I noticed the minute the author started thinking of her as a person. For the first few books of the series she was a bit of a caricature, the maiden aunt who stayed at home. Then she started to change, gradually. I became convinced a couple of books ago that she would get her own romance, and she did.

Friday - Okay, I veered off to romance-land long enough to read three books, no less, but I'm ready to go back into The Expanse this weekend, skipping some 4 or 5 hundred years in one fell swoop. (The books are vague about what year it is, but the TV series says 23rd century - not the near future but not unimaginably far, either.)

Saturday - I am 2/3 of the way through Leviathan Wakes, lest you think I read nothing but romance novels all week. I'm just reading in fits and starts. It's funny how I visualize this in my mind now that I've seen the TV show. Left on my own, the way I visualize book characters is pretty vague. I don't really form much of an idea what they look like, exactly (past whatever description is in the book, I mean), although once in a while I'll realize that I've "cast" some character in my head and I'm thinking of a certain actor, usually without even realizing it for a while. Here, I seem to see them now as somewhere between what I originally saw in my head and the TV actors - except Miller, who I'm pretty definitively seeing as Thomas Jane, most of the time.

Monday, July 6th
OK, done with Expanse #1, on to #2, which is Caliban's War, the one about Ganymede, the one where Bobbie shows up. (After that is the one out at the gate, then the one at the planet on the other side of the gate. Then Marco drops his stealth rocks on Earth - that's the next two. Then the ones about, um, the ex-Martians - Laconians, is that it? That makes eight, right? And #9 isn't out yet. So seven more books to re-read, that'll keep me busy for a while.) Will I go straight into Caliban's War? Yeah, maybe I will - well, maybe not right this minute. But I'm pretty sure I'll at least start it before I veer off into anything else. That book is one of my favorites.

Tues. - I'm now a good way in on Caliban's War - 12%, says the Kindle. Prax is a good character, it's a shame he didn't fit into the other books - but what would be their excuse for carrying around their own botanist? (I do think he and Mei make some brief appearances later.) Avasarala and Bobbie both stay around for ages, so you can't have everything. (Now I'm thinking about character deaths and such. They killed Miller off in book one and he was back for two more books. Amos is also effectively dead but it looks like he'll make it into #
9.)

melreads: Text: "Me were English major in college" (english major)
I ranted before about the whole Did Not Finish concept, because (to sum up) I felt like there was a difference between the books you stopped reading because you hated them, and the ones where you just never came back to, for no particular reason. But this list was made before I ever came up with that idea (which I called Type 1 and Type 2), so I can't even say for sure which type these are! But I definitely did not finish them, that's all I can say. And these are presumably 2021 and earlier, because they came from my 2020-21 journal. (And yeah, I know quite a few of these are books people love. No judgment of your taste is implied!)

Twilight
Three Hearts and Three Lions
Crazy Rich Asians
11/22/63
Gone Baby Gone
The Copper Gauntlet
Revelation Space
A Killer's Mind (the series is Zoe Bentley, I think?)
A Curious Beginning
A Discovery of Witches
Agent to the Stars
A Long Way to a Small Angry Planet (I think I got a long way into this one, too.)
Mr Penumbra's 24-Hour Bookstore
God-Shaped Hole
Murder on the SS Rosa
The House with a Clock in its Walls (despite the fact that it was made into a movie I liked, I think?)
Gideon the Ninth
The Man With One of Those Faces

nonfiction:
Flu (by Gina Kolata) (which I started and stopped multiple times)
Washington's Spies
1776


Oh, and there is a note at the bottom of the page, saying that I didn't count books where I read just a few pages and then never came back to it, I had to at least get through a chapter or two to count as a proper DNF!


melreads: text: "I think the sub-text here is rapidly becoming text." (subtext)
OK, when I get to the actual old journal entries I'm going to have to resist the urge to editorialize better. But DNF's are something where I always feel like they need comments. Just posting a list without commenting on it leaves a lot hanging - mostly, why did you quit in the middle of the book? Did you hate it? Get bored? What?

(This is the problem with this whole idea about my old journals, I can't seem to do this without criticizing my own writing and opinions.)

But anyway, here we have the dreaded DNF list. Did. Not. Finish.

I actually don't put everything I don't finish on my main DNF list. This list is the stuff where
I made a conscious decision to stop reading, for one reason or another. I made up the concept (for myself, anyway) of type 1 and type 2 DNFs, to reflect this difference. Type 1 is what I'm talking about here, the ones you stop for cause. Type 2 is the ones you just drift away from and may come back to later. I do this a lot, the drifting thing. I don't feel like that's the same thing as going, "I hate this," and quitting.

Twilight - ok, this one illustrates the line, a bit - or, I don't know, maybe it makes it less clear, because I stopped and started on this about four or five times, I think. I said I was quitting and then I came back. Several times. But I did finally go, "NO" and quit for good, which makes it a type 1. Just a weird one. (Rob & I actually did make it through the movie, one time in the interim, with much giggling.)

A Discovery of Witches - Now this one is different, because I really liked the first half of this, but then they went off to... was it France? and it turned into a sort of Interview with the Vampire kind of thing (added: actually, I don't even remember what I meant by that, but that was how I thought of it!), and anyway, it completely changed tone, and I decided I was done.

Then I need a category for "I liked these authors until I read this book":
(OK, that's probably phrased badly. I don't hate the author, I just don't like the book. It's just that you tend to think it's a good way to find good books, to go with authors you like. Unfortunately it doesn't always work.)
A couple of examples here:
Three Hearts and Three Lions  - Poul Anderson - to be fair, I think this may have been a really old book, but the edition I have was published well after he died (which was in 2001). Anyway, totally hated it, couldn't stand to keep going. (I think I remember thinking it was really, really sexist.)
A Curious Beginning - I don't even remember the name of this series, but there are more of them, so I guess somebody likes them. It was the same author as the "Lady Julia" mysteries (Deanna Raybourn, I think) which I did really like.

(I'll put the whole list somewhere else, since this mostly turned into a rant!!)
melreads: Text: "Me were English major in college" (english major)
This is books that I had not read previously, only. I'm a big re-reader so I keep a separate list for that. I don't usually feel any need to push myself on numbers since I read plenty anyway, but in 2020 I apparently had said that I would read at least one more (new-to-me) book than last year, so the goal was 18, and I had noted on the paper list that I got there in May. I believe I had a Kindle Unlimited account for part of the year, so that influenced what I was reading (an awful lot of various mystery series! I know that's where the "Lady Violet" bunch came from, among others).
  1. Winterkeep
  2. Star Wars: Aftermath
  3. Silent in the Grave (Lady Julia series)
  4. A Court of Thorns and Roses
  5. Cocaine Blues (Miss Fisher #1)
  6. Flying Too High (Miss F #2)
  7. Silent in the Sanctuary (Lady Julia #2)
  8. Silent on the Moors (Lady J #3)
  9. Real Murders (Aurora Teagarden? series, which I never continued with)
  10. Shakespeare's Landlord (Lily Bard #1)
  11. Murder on the Ballarat Train (Miss Fisher #3)
  12. Murder and the Heir (Violet Carlyle #1)
  13. Kennington House Murder (Violet #2)
  14. Shakespeare's Champion (Lily B #2)
  15. Murder at the Folly (Violet #3)
  16. A Merry Little Murder (Violet #4)
  17. Dark Road to Darjeeling
  18. Murder Among the Roses (Violet #5)
  19. Shakespeare's Christmas (Lily Bard #3)
  20. Murder in the Shallows (Violet #6)
  21. Shakespeare's Trollop (Lily #4)
  22. The Assassins of Thasalon (Penric & Des)
  23. Shakespeare's Counselor (Lily #5)
  24. The Dark Enquiry (Lady Julia #5)
  25. Night of a Thousand Stars
  26. Gin and Murder (Lady Violet #7)
  27. Obsidian Murder (Lady Violet #8)
  28. Murder at the Ladies' Club (Violet #9)
  29. Wedding Vows & Murder (Violet #10)
  30. The Magic of Found Objects
  31. An Untimely Death (Anna Fairweather #1)
  32. An Unfortunate Demise (Anna F #2)
  33. What the Dead Leave Behind (Gilded Age Mysteries #1)
  34. An Uninvited Corpse (Anna F #3)
  35. An Unexpected Misfortune (Anna F #4)
  36. Shadow Hunter (Rosie O'Grady's Paranormal Bar & Grill #1)
  37. Strange Practice (Anna Helsing #1)
  38. The Schoolmistress of Emerson Pass (Emerson Pass #1)
  39. An Unhappy Murder (Anna F #5)
  40. An Untidy End (Anna F #6)
Novellas:
Lady Julia: Midsummer Night, Silent Night, Bonfire Night
All Systems Red (Murderbot #1)

Also I had a little list on one side of the page that says: "Things I read so long ago I don't remember them" - I assume that means things that might as well be on the new-books list, except that I actually did read them back in the dawn of time! (But you notice I didn't actually put them in the count, so I imagine they'll be on the re-reads list when I get to it.)

Grant Moves South
Grant Takes Command
Coraline
The Alienist (which I think I read when it was first published, so probably 2006)




melreads: UT Tower in Austin (tower)
I should say if you stumble across this that my intent here is to put my old paper reading journals online, so this is an ongoing project! (And the ones I have here start in 2020, thus the list below is from that book.)

Stuff I bought in 2020
(probably mostly in Kindle format, if I know it's not I'll say so). Bold means I know I've read it at some point. Many/most of the others I started reading and just haven't ever finished!

The Physicians of Vilnoc (Penric & Desdemona)
In Their Own Worlds (stories)
Last of the Moon Girls (a freebie - First Reads, something like that)
White Out (First Reads)
A Curse So Dark & Lonely
The Unkindest Tide (October Daye #13 - paperback)
Someone to Romance (Westcott series)
Witch Is Where It All Began
Lost Horizon
Girl Waits With Gun
(Kopp Sisters #1)
The Unspoken
Vanished (I think this is part of a series but I didn't write the name down)
Spindle's End (Kindle copy; I wore out my paperback)
A Killing Frost (October Daye #14?)
Throne of Glass (this is a series, right? but I never read any further)
Aftermath (paperback) (Chuck Wendig, a Star Wars book)
The Fifth Season
Ancillary Justice (another series)
Ahsoka (Star Wars - obviously!)
Lady Cop Makes Trouble (Kopp Sisters #2)
One Salt Sea (October Daye - another replacement for a paperback that was falling apart)
Masquerade at Lodi (Penric & Desdemona)
Lord of the Rings (it doesn't say but I think this was one big edition with all three books), & also The Hobbit
Touch Not the Cat (a book I had in paperback years ago)

That's the end of that list (because I ran out of room), but there's more on a separate page:
Night of a Thousand Stars
Serpent and Dove
The Assassins of Thasalon
(more Penric and Des; that series is mostly novellas)
Thrawn Ascendancy
On Tyranny (pb)
The Once and Future Witches
Winterkeep (the Graceling series)
Silent in the Grave (a Lady Julia mystery)
Aftermath: Life Debt
Black Narcissus
A Court of Thorns and Roses
What the Dead Leave Behind (another mystery series but I don't remember the series name)
Cocaine Blues (Miss Fisher #1)
The Sookie Stackhouse Companion (hardback) and also a book of Sookie-related short stories
From Dead to Worse (pb)
The Long Way to a Small Angry Planet
God-Shaped Hole (some book club was reading this)
Tears of Amber (1st Reads)
Murder on the Ballarat Train (Miss Fisher #3)
The Lily Bard series, which is 5 books, I think, and I bought over a couple of months - some in paperback
The Goblin Emperor
U.S. Grant (a combined edition of Catton's Grant/Civil War books, Grant Moves South and Grant Takes Command)
The City We Became
A Curious Beginning
(a series which I never read any more of)

The Dark Enquiry (Lady Julia series)
Coraline
Lincoln's Admiral





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